You Are My Hands

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You Are My Hands

I admit, to paint the Christ in a manner that exhibited both physical and character strength sufficient to endure the demands of Gethsemane and Calvary, was undaunting.  I knew that no single model would fit that role, so I ‘borrowed’ the best characteristics from several. However, when it came to the face, I ended up replacing it 4 times.  I needed it to be strong, yet merciful and forgiving.  I needed it to be understanding of the mortal condition as well as compassionate.  I knew the eyes would say a lot.  After much prayer and drawing upon my years of scriptural study, this fourth face materialized under my brush.  I could see this face raise Lazarus from the dead, interface with a foreign power while maintaining his dignity and clarity of mind.  I could see this face heal the blind, bless little children, and calm the sea.  And I could also see him endure the Garden suffering, the injustices of a mock trial, the tortures and the culminating crucifixion.  And I cried a lot while I painted for many reasons.  Obviously, I thought of Him constantly ….and …  I was recovering from a ski accident and the pain was often overwhelming.   This was the only painting I worked on for the entire year I was healing……it felt like my offering…, my sacrifice.    I cannot begin to express how my love of Jesus Christ has grown through this experience, along with a greater desire to be like Him, and to let my hands be His.